I broke my own rule of never editing.


I also gave up on my comedy show tonight.

I will never forgive myself for either of those things.

at wits end.

All I want is to talk to the Mother of my child about my child.
I really don't think that is too much to ask.

I have never been so sad about anything than this radio silence.

Maybe seeing her more would help.

or feeling him kick more than once.

I can't do this much longer.